I took this picture before the events of earlier today, and it is so fitting.
I went to meet up with a man whom I’ve been speaking to for a month. It was, to say the least, not a successful hook up. Until or if I hear from him again, the details of today will for now stay hidden away in the small bedroom of his apartment. The one thing that has been proven again today is that I am a Cock Slut. Oh man am I! We may not have had sex, but sucking his dick was a pleasure for both of us, that’s for sure.
Right now, at this moment, I really love this photo for many reasons. I am grabbing my favorite body part with zeal; this is my body to love or to hurt, and only I can affect how I feel and see myself. This photo is me, fearless. I’m snarling at the negative, and saying ‘fuck it!’ with style. I could have the let the meeting from today get to me negatively, and usually I would do that. Start over thinking, saying to myself that it was my fault, there was something wrong with me, blah fucking blah. But whether or not our uneventful meeting had to do with me or not, I can say with no anger or hurt feelings “easy come, easy go.” Or I could also say I had dick for brunch, which is more like it.
Have a great weekend and don’t forget to say ‘fuck it!’ at least one time this weekend, preferably with a wicked snarl.