This is my place

I come here to vent. To tell my side of the story; my truth. And the truth is, if you want to hear Henri’s side, you’re not going to. Before it has been typed and published here, he has heard it first. The things I need to tell him, I do. “I want more romance… […]

Try a little tenderness 

Most days, this is my inner-response when Henri pushes for sex. He insists, I resist. I give in every so often, just to release some steam from his pot. I have remained adamant that I will not enjoy myself unless he gives me something to enjoy. There was a time that the mere view of […]

The Weight of a Marriage

While I’d like to say that I took such a hiatus from blogging because I’ve been having this phenomenal sex life and I’ve been much too busy to write about it, that’s not the case (and it rarely, if ever, is). All my absences from the blogosphere has been because of some type of crisis, […]

An Untitled Message

The four-year anniversary of creating this blog passed about a week ago. I didn’t know what it was that I had begun, or even what I would write about. All I knew is that I needed to shed some guilt and hopefully find a way to express myself. Since my transgression was due to sexual repression, […]

Monotony makes a return

I’m not sure if this is a natural recurrence in the marital world. Or perhaps I naively thought that once we had gone through it we wouldn’t go through it again, at least not as bad as before. I was obviously wrong, because we are currently going through a case of monotony in our marital […]

Absent

I haven’t been missing. I consider it more like being lost. My laptop has been subjugated to the corner of my bedroom collecting a veil of dust, only to be opened and used for the updating of music on my iPod. The desire to write, even in my personal diary, was misplaced somewhere in the […]

Play with your food

We need food for everyday survival. But how about using it for fun every once in a while? Food and sex for me go hand in hand, because I need both of them to survive. So why not combine them every now and then? I’ve used donuts, chocolate, ice cream–I’ve even had Henri’s dick in my cereal! […]

I’m allowed a Lover

This has been one of the coldest winters in New York City history, but the fires within me have not dwindled. Although I have had despondent moments these past few months, my sex drive doesn’t show signs of slowing down. With every unsatisfactory week passing by, I’ve grown more restless with need. With new responsibilities at […]

A Post Black Friday Reminder

Thanksgiving went very well. Henri, our son, and I spent it at the in-laws house with more family, great food, and desserts made by yours truly. I contributed two pumpkin pies, one flan (caramel custard in English), and another variant of a pie, a pear crostata, my crowning jewel (when I told Sir I would […]