The Violet Hour (Poem)

  “Purple or violet assists those who seek the meaning of life and spiritual fulfillment – it expands our awareness, connecting us to a higher consciousness. For this reason it is associated with transformation of the soul…In the meaning of colors, purple and violet represent the future, the imagination and dreams, while spiritually calming the […]

The Devil’s Backbone

Long ago, I saw a film in college and later with Henri. “El Espinazo del Diablo” (The Devil’s Backbone) is a Spanish horror film by Guillermo del Toro, and the reference that inspired this photo. Henri’s back has always been my most favorite part of his body. It wasn’t something that it evolved, like my adoration […]


I did something bad. I’ve had this feeling that Henri has been making moves on his spare time with other women. I haven’t gotten the vibe that he has slept with another woman, but something was happening that he doesn’t want to tell me about. Despite having Henri’s blessing to do what I wish with […]

The Quiet Beggar

He tells me that begging will mean I am comfortable with Him. That I will reach a level where I trust him fully and know I can shamelessly plead for his cock Or the stroke of his firm hand behind the flogger And not give it a second thought. When I learn to beg I […]

I want to be Sinful in every way

I am shy and a bit self conscious. Or a lot. It depends on how much you personally know me. But I am learning and growing to love myself more because being loved by other people feels amazing, but loving all of myself is my greatest goal. After I do that, I expect the rest will […]