This may be the end of us…

I haven’t written about Sir Dre in months because there hasn’t been anything to write. We saw each other in April for a session at our favorite hotel. Work picked up generously for him and throughout the spring and summer, he spent it traveling and working. We would speak about once a week, sometimes the days […]

A Different View

When life gives you a different view Take off your glasses (if you wear a pair). Squint your eyes until they water. Distort your vision and paint a portrait. Move your head, from left to right, Spin upside down, tilt your head Until it hurts. Put glasses on (if you don’t wear a pair) And […]

And then I get emails like this… (2)

Sir Dre and I don’t usual communicate through email anymore. Ever since our physical relationship started, it hasn’t been necessary. The last time he sent me an email was in January, two weeks after we began speaking. However, every so often, especially if we are  unable to communicate because of things going on in our […]

The First Mark

Thursday was the day that I proved my worth to my Sir.  Instead of calling someone else, He called me.  I satiated His hunger for Dominance, never questioning, Fulling submitting. There were tears that fell,  pain from my core, Hurting from his thrust mixed with agony from the things that I can’t control.  Still I […]

e[lust] #47

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The Violet Hour (Fiction)

I was exhausted. My body was beginning to ache from lying in this position. My wrists and ankles were screaming to be released from their restraints. “Water, please Sir.” It felt like I carried the entire Sahara on my tongue. I heard the sloshing of water in the plastic container come  close and I lifted my […]

Dinner Plans

Today, I spoke to Sir Dre on the phone. I told him about my naughty phone search and the punishment that Henri gave me. Which by the way, let me tell you, was PHENOMENAL. We showered together, one of our favorite things to do. Of course while we were in there, we began to fondle each […]

April 26th 2013 is Boobday!

Want to know what Boobday is all about? Click the button at the end of the post! Since last Boobday, I’ve cried once, lost my shit twice, learned more things about myself both outside and in the BDSM lifestyle and regrouped all in time for this weeks’ Boobday. I’m ready to start the weekend, how […]


My last meeting with Sir Dre happened 10 days ago, and I still have not been able to write about it. It’s not entirely for lack of time, more because I still don’t know how to process my emotions from that day. Nothing went wrong, on the contrary, I left exuberant and ready to make […]